You always travel the extra mile for my smile.
But I’ve been tired now for quite some while.
Sometimes I think it’s for the best to finally put all my troubles to rest.
Greedy heart and a greedier mind, always looking for more ways to find
Escape from this miserable grind, stuck in a stupid treacherous bind.
Where to go? Where to run?
Nothing lost but neither was anything won.
All I wanted was to have a little fun, but this life maybe there won’t be some.
Who is holding on to what I let go?
Tired of always listening to “NO!”
Will someone understand, will someone know who’s the reason for when I go?
While I dream the waking dream everything isn’t really what it seems.
Everyone else got chosen in teams…
I’m the last man standing. The last man wins?
Just read the words. Forget the pen.
That was now. But now it is then.
Talking won’t help again and again. It’s not about me. It’s all about them.
Everyone is watching but no one can see.
How they kill so perfectly every wish and every desire,
Every thing that lights me on fire.
And then they whisper very softly…“Look how she lives so miserably!”